April..

Eh..eh..dh sebulan x update?hehehe..bz la plak!sebenarnya spnjg bln mac aritu sy kena berehat di rumah lepas buat satu operation kecil..adoi, kena operate lg! hehehe..tp Alhamdulillah setakat ni healing process berjalan dgn lancar..


masa sakit ni buatkan saya rasa disayangi..ramai btul yg amik berat..dpt mkn mcm2..hahhaha..wlaupon sbnrnya tekak x lalu mkn pon..tp yg bestnya cuti lama2, dptlah sy masak mcm2 untuk budak mok mok sy..hahahha...jahat kan sengaja nk bg dia gemuk


tp yg x best dia bz je slalu..nk jmpa pon kjap2 je..adoi..harap bleh la smbut bday dgn dia..excited nk buat kek arsenal ni..huhuhu

Bila HAti dah sayang..

Bila hati dah suka
x dpt jumpa tgk jenis keta yg sama pon xpe
bila hati dh suka
x dpt jmpa tgk gmbr pg smpai ptg pon ok je
bila hati dah suka la kan..

bila hati dah syg
siang mlm dok la terbayang
tgk phone 5 minit berselang
takut sgt klww dpt msg terlepas pandang

bila hati dh syg
rasa cemburu pon datang
tgk awek like pic instagram dia pon rasa bengang
belum lg komen yg nmpk mcm jiwang2
padahal yg komen tu anak dah 2-3 org

bila hati dh rasa syg
merajuk tak kira siang malam
konon nk tgu dia pujuk la klw dia syg
tp harapan tu kdg2 mmg lah melayang
sbb sapa suh ko suka org yg keje dia sibuk memanjang

tapi mcm mana pon aku ttp syg
walaupon hati rasa sakit semedang
sapa suh ko ngada2 nk syg org

C.H.I.N

Chin Up!!

It's been a while..now i am a new me..sadly, all this while i have been blinded by something unsure that i let go the real deal in front of me..i'm starting to open my heart to new things now..after all, i do have a lot of options i suppose.

going out with new friends, bake a lot more cakes and spending my time mostly in libraries on weekends is the new routine. i love my life. although it is not so much fun like i see others but i do feel i'm blessed enough to have so many great peoples around me.

Last 14 February , i met someone. a guy to be exact. while i'm doing my laundry.

yes, i know. some people may say it too fast, but meeting someone is the best way to forget the previous one. still in the process of getting to know him. We'll see how far can we go.

wanna know more about him?i'll update soon!hahahhahah

one thing for sure, he makes me smile every time reading his msg..funny guy..

The End

Finally..i think it's time to let go! i have understood your messages loud and clear! you are somehow doesn't want to exist around me. I have crossed the border of lunatics and i have sacrifices my prides in my journey of finding you.

now i realized you don't want to be found, so no matter how hard i try still i can't seem to figure out where are you. so, it's time for me to let you go. i'm gonna find my own happiness not just waiting for you anymore.

i have come to my senses that we are not meant to be together. thank you for all the sweet memories that we have created together. thank you for being one of my friend that i found during my life journey.

Today marks our relationship. 5th of February 2014. This is the end. Although i cry my heart out, but this will be the last time i cry for you. Fly away my shuttersound, somehow in your life journey, if you choose to turn back and remember me..please remember all the sweet memories that we spent together. Do not forget our fight, because i will never will.

Although we don't have happy endings like we always talked about, but i believe that Allah has arrange what best for us. I hope you will always be happy and stay healthy. Although i've never get the chances to expressed my love for you, but i want you to know that you have always have that special place in my heart.

Thank you for making me happy..although it was only for a short time..it was the best time of my life

Duhai Hati

Alhamdulillah..settle dh exam hari nie..skrg kn berdebar tunggu result. Esok cuti panjang smpai ari Selasa..nak ke mana pon x tau

Tadi buka youtube..laju je tangan menaip heliza helmi..tgk video dia dgn perasaan yg kosong..dulu awk slalu sgt tgk video heliza..

Argghhh..knp smua bnda buat aku teringat kat dia..

cukup2lah hati..jgn nak mengharap lg..smua cara awk dh cuba wahai hati..tinggalkan mesej, tulis komen, bg mesej tersembunyi,buat luahan perasaan..apa lagi?

xkn ko nk bgtau dia yg ko call pejabat heliza, cari kwn dia yg ko x tau nama sapa yg jd photographer heliza n tanya sama ada knal dia ke x?ko nk bgtau dia yg ko gila smpai mcm tu ke?

kata kak nor : dia update juz nk bgtau yana yg dia masih hdup..sihat..tp x bermakna dia igt kat yana


kata aina: dia update blog dia sbb saja nk uji tgk ko masih giler bayang kat dia ke x..pastu dia gelak2kan ko sbb ko mmg selamanya bengong


kata ibroheem: dia sbnrnya dh khwn.


kata hati aku: ermm.. tgu selagi boleh

memang serius penat giler menunggu..jantung rasa macam nk pecah..


yg menambahkan perit tu smua lagu kt thr gegar arini mcm kena je dgn situasi malap aku nie..


serius rasa bengong giler


tik tok tik tok...bila nak call ni?